6 posts tagged “narosis”
Why is it such a hard thing to believe
that something so simple could give me reason to snipe & grieve
why the f*** do I have to beg and plea
with those I've allowed in my circle, not to say 'bye' to me
can't we agree upon another term?
why must you insist on spewing that which makes me squirm?
don't tell me goodbye
'bye' in all it's variations is too / QUITE final and NOT what I want to hear
so keep the concept of goodbye from my ears
everything under the sun has it's time and it's season
yet goodbye is never acceptable under any circumstance nor for ANY reason
as there are times it may anger me or give me cause to fight back tears
this is a simple message & request for friends, family, & peers
please don't tell me goodbye
do you not want to see me again at another time
or are you determined to give me reason to erect a 'wall' for ALL to climb
am I so wrong in my view
is it so wrong to have desire to remain in contact with you?
later or see you soon is the message you should be trying to convey
indicating you hope & want to interact with me another time & another day
you shouldn't tell me goodbye
I've said this all before
I'll repeat it here & now once more
'When Good bye has come from my mouth
any feelings I may have had for you have been flushed WAY down south
(so) if bye is what you've heard me say
this was our last moment, second, & day!'
so don't you dare tell me, if you're not ready to hear me say & mean goodbye...
I'm a Mobile / Bedroom DJ with close to 30 years of experience (I started spinning in 1979), I spin D.H.D. (not a reference to Stargate SG-1) Disco / House / Dance. I'm originally from New Jersey but now I reside in the Queen's City, North Carolina. On occasion I host a live NiceCast Internet Radio Show, most of the time is of mixes music and sometimes it's a mixture of music and spoken word. I started on technic 1200 MKII's & vinyl, but I have "evolved" to Traktor DJ Studio & MP3's. I joined this group with the hopes of interacting with like minded individuals
. I also prodice original tracks as well as the occasional remix...
Have you ever met any celebrities? Any interesting stories?
Submitted by Tasha.
I was living in Asbury Park New Jersey, & my brother was visiting with me & my girlfriend at the time. My girlfriend "Jewelz" came home from work after hearing the call for extras for a Spike Lee Movie (Malcolm X) on the radio. She'd written down the address and we were off. Hauling ass I get the three of there in one piece as well as in record time. We get to the school where the filming is taking place and my brother & I make it in but they have enough women so Jewelz was unable to participate, a fact I wasn't made aware of until we were done. Because they were running behind schedule & shooting was about to begin, my brother and I were rushed through to wardrobe yet due to being behind schedule, we were unable to shave, so we were the only two to have hair on our faces ... Hours later, after filming for the day had wrapped, Spike Lee & Denzel Washington were personally shaking the hands of each and every extra... My Brother & I were standing there in AWE... mind you everyone had a resume or a business cards & were trying to plead their individual cases. Finally they make their way to us and are shaking my and my brothers hand & we had NOTHING to say Yet I KNOW to this DAY Spike & Denzel will remember us because Denzel had jokes... We were in awe and had nothing to say, nothing to pitch, no resumes, nothing witty to say, just standing there like deers caught in the headlights of an on coming vehicle ... So we're standing there in silence shaking their hands & Denzel says "Who are you guys the Silent Twins?" We all laugh and I break my Silence and stated, "I'm just glad to be here & happier to meet you!" My Brother is co-signing as I'm panning my eyes back & forth between the two so they knew the "you" was a plural one) WHAT WHAT I met two people I wanted to meet from my list of people "I'd like to meet!!!" a final note:: My clutch burns out on the way home and my brother & I end up pushing the vehicle up the road to an exit after the last toll before Asbury Park, WTF???
Remember sniglets? Do you have any favorites? Have you ever made up your own word? (Now's as good a time as any.)
Inspired by Cute Overlord.
Blerd [bl ərd] Black + nerd - computer nerd (and or geek) of african american decent
Heliday [heliˌdā] A day which was once considered festive yet due to an event / occurrence
the day is now hell to bear
The village has been raided
who was on guard when they attacked & invaded
oddly enough it wasn't an invading force
it seems our own offspring were the source / "trojan horse"
no longer is there group effort to raise the child
now there is utter chaos as children born of children run wild
born of parents unwilling to discipline
allowed to do as they desire, dwelling in sin
my view of this world has become morbidly jaded
as the essence of the high council has long since faded
what happened to sentry's posted at windows on guard
mindful and aware of children in street & yard
now on look out it's the crack head & crack whore
looking to rob & steal to make their next crack score
it wasn't like this in the days of before
today it's out of control & all too impossible to ignore
children's blood stains the concrete
because of a drug war that spilled into the street
now it's like the wild wild west win lose or draw
gone is village order gone is village law
the elderly are no longer regarded with respect
now they're robbed, beaten, and host to other forms of neglect
when did we give up on teaching right from wrong
what happened to the harmony what happened to us all getting along
what happened to the weak being protected rather than exploited by the strong
why have these sentiments faded away like the lyrics of an all too familiar, yet FORGOTTEN song
when did we become prisoners peering through windows barred
what will it take to heal this wound which seems infectected & scarred
I'm ANGERED, saddened, and terribly sore
as my heart & soul ache for the village which is no more
© 2006 Nat. Afame Rican
